Jesus, If You’re Willing {You Can Make Me Clean}

Hope is rising up and I can’t shake off the feeling of expectancy. Like the man with leprosy whose skin disease brought great suffering, I’ve broken through the crowd. Kneeling at Jesus’ feet, I’ve prayed the same prayer, “Lord, if you’re willing, you can make me clean.” 

Jesus, If You’re Willing…

I’ve walked around with this condition for a while now, Jesus. Others reject me. Others abandoned me. Others do not understand. They ridicule and ostracize me. These lesions are painful. I’m not sure how I got here. I don’t know how to fix it. But I know I can’t live with this condition. Jesus, if you’re willing… you can make me clean. 

Can you relate to this leper? I know I can.

The difference between that leper and I is skin deep. His condition was obvious to the human eye. My leprosy goes down deep, hidden and concealed by the exterior. Issues of the heart aren’t packaged into neat little boxes. They’re complex.


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They take time to deconstruct, process, and work through. (In the near future, I hope to share a bit more on how we can do just that.)

For now though, can I just encourage you friend? Jesus is not afraid of your condition. Your illness, your disease, your leprosy (both internal and external) does not intimidate Him. It won’t scare Him off and it won’t leave Him scrambling for answers.

That leper we talked about, he was courageous. In a time when lepers were feared and isolated from the rest of society, this man showed audacious faith. He didn’t care who was looking at him. He knew Jesus was able to heal. The question remaining was, “Jesus, are you willing?”

Isn’t That Just Like Us?

And isn’t that the same question we grapple with?

We know God is able. We believe He parted the Red Sea bringing His people out of captivity. We believe Jesus was born of a virgin, grew up and paid the ultimate sacrifice for our sins, death on the cross. We believe He resurrected and now we have eternal life with Him. We believe He can do what He says He can do.

But Jesus, Are You Willing?

Are you willing to do it for me?

“Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man.

“I am willing,” He said. “Be clean!”

Immediately he was cured of his leprosy.” (Matthew 8:3)

{Living Life -with a heart- Fully Committed} to God starts here at the feet of Jesus. And Yes! Yes! Yes! He is willing.

Today’s Challenge:

Go on and read the story for yourself. Four little verses found in Matthew 8:1-4.

What’s keeping you in isolation? What condition are you hiding? Can you find courage to take an audacious step of faith towards Jesus? Leave me a comment below, or on my Facebook page. We are on this amazing journey together! 

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  1. Thank you for sharing today on my Facebook page, Darlene. I’m especially grateful as reading your words again reminded me of how I need to stop in more frequently. You spoke right to my heart. Maybe what I’m struggling with is not only if He is willing to make me clean but if I’m ready to fully surrender my condition to Him when asking Him to make me clean. Does that make sense? There is just this one thing that I continue to hold on to and know full surrender is required. Thank you again. I needed this today.

    • You are most welcome. I’m looking forward to connecting more with other bloggers and writers. I guess you can say I want to be more intentional with my online relationships. So really, thank you for the opportunity. And thank you for sharing so transparently. I can relate to the whole being “willing to surrender my condition” thing. There’s so much to this, it’s difficult to squeeze into a comment reply. I will be speaking more on this in the future. I can tell you though, it makes perfect sense. I pray God’s grace would abound in your life during this season enabling you to open your grip and release whatever it is He’s asking you to surrender. He’s willing… to make us clean. Blessings, peace, and love.

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